Trick or Treat? desu? eh?

Sitting here sweating, although i would really like to say

"Happy Halloween!"

to everyone and minna. So do get your butt out there and start trick or treat! Sweets! Anyone?

Yes, it is another day of Halloween this year. Last day of October. A lot of things happened in October. But as well as to welcome the month of November, i wish that the rain will come falling soon. It has been hot for like a week now. Where is my beloved rain? The sound of the whistling rain that comes knocking the ground, hammering with a sense of cold breathe. (^^)

I watched Ayakashi: Bake Neko and it makes me cry over and over again. Because i watched it for the second time after i miss the second part of the story. It was really sad but i guess it is a relief that finally the spirit and the cat is at rest. The ending song, Haru no Katami by Chitose Hajime is nice. Well, it actually makes me even in tears while watching the ending of the story. I want to watch Mononoke because its a sequel to the medicine seller in the Ayakashi: Bake Neko. How nice, how nice.

Today, i watched Ookiku Furikabutte and there is only one inning left, which means the final innings! And i hope that Nishiura really win big this first round. Ganbaro! But anyway, the arigatou song stuck in my head already.

I really feel i need to ganbate from now on too, want to keep myself a little bit busy.. I mean like what Sena in Eyeshield 21 does, goes in with fire spirit and say it out loud, "HHHUUuuuuooo! LETS JOIN AMERICAN FOOTBALL CLUB!!!" then the people will follow "HHHUUuuuuooo!!! Yeah!!! ABENTO!" all with fire spirit. Ya-ha!

To commemorate their singles major debut..

Enjoy each and every single words. Thanks! Btw, i'm sure Sebastian must be very proud.

Osukare!

In a few minutes time..

it will be 00:00 am in Japan.

Monokuro no kissu day finally arrive.

How will you enjoy? Are you gonna participate in this too?

Osukaresama desu! (^^)




Have a sweet dream ok? Me too.

Waiting

I am hungry now. Stomach goes guru~ guru~

Then i remembered i almost forgot something. I was stuck with listening to Arigatou several times. So maybe i will make something to eat, although it is morning midnight.

I must not miss watching the baseball tonight!

Maybe i will go take a look at some blogs.

Midori-san~ Midori-san~ Midori-san~

Midori-san~ I just met her/him awhile ago. It catches me in my eyes and there is how it started. The love in the air. Midori will make your day brighter or so it seems, happy.

I was just about to write something, when a plant blog came in. Like everyone else, the blogging atmosphere is becoming more susceptible. I became interested while reading the articles about the sweetheart plant, home in bowls Donburi Cafe in Kamakura. I was a bit touched.

You can read here and pink tentacle for more information or watch a video from BBC. Please do visit Midori's blog and give it a try.

Reader can also interact with the sweetheart plant through the website or the widget by treating Midori-san~ to a nice dose of fluorescent light. So do check out the article.

Seeing that plants can blog too. I always wonder what are they thinking or how are they feeling today? It was so funny that i sometimes i thought if i talk to them, they will listen and talk to me. Like sharing my day, how are the weathers or something. But people think i went crazy. Nevertheless, i still talk to them as if they are listening. Sometimes i whisper to them about some secrets. Eh..? (^_)"

Technology today is really blooming. Will make my list to visit Midori san~ someday. Yoshi! Look forward to that day. Yoroshiku!

p/s : Plant writes blog ne, which means i musn't lazy now too isn't it?

Random again?

So this time i answer BC.. .

BC > Hello?
L > Hello?
BC > Hello?
L > You dialed wrong number..
BC > What?! (=lol=)

Actually i almost want to say ......? just like the drama. But i still end up saying "You dialed wrong number." So bad isn't it?

Lol. Btw, have fun in your trip ok?

I will make sure i came out with a more appropriate answer next time. Gomenasai ne.

Note: Please don't imitate this. We all are good citizen.

Hiyaa! I feel i want to start kendo now. (^^)

Random Random

Just now i got a call from BC. Umm..

Maybe i should next time, go hee hee haa haa and uh.. uh.. oh yea?

Some kind of different response. Umm..

I should try this next time. Will try to give appropriate response.

Gomenasai ne.

(^_)

Random Random

Took 30 minutes to make an apple yogurt salad. It taste good.

I ate it.


I am thinking ... milk toast?




?

Jigoku Tsushin

I have watched Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae, episode 1. The opening song did not match the anime. Nana Kitade's Tsukihana is a bit different from the usual Hell Girl opening song theme. But everything seems misplaced. The ending song is the least that follows. The narrator voice disappear somewhere. While the story takes a turn into a modern jigsaw puzzle, with only one piece turning, you can't tell the picture.

But it seems interesting, except the thrill and the uniqueness of sending someone to hell "ippen shinde miru?" just doesn't feel the same before. I remember watching every episodes of Jigoku Shoujo and Futakomori, there was this sense of creeps and thrilling in a unique way that seems astounding. Maybe some things just has to change within this new season. Will continue to watch the next episode, though most of the review i readed, hasn't got many stars on it. I still support Jigoku Shoujo.

This is not like a review or something, because i don't really know how to write one. Not good in writing review. (0_)"

"ippen shinde miru?"

Quick Thursday

Have you ever think of using chopstick with your left hand? Its a sudden question right out of nowhere. But i did. And it feel weird.

Another rainy day, the best time to sit back relax and listen to my favorite music. I was too absorbed in listening to the song. Its like an urge, i have been humming this song the whole day.

Yesterday evening is the one of the day, where the sunset is the most beautiful. The sunshine that blinds the window and reflected the room, with sky that are so distant, is like another world of wonderland. The sound is sweet and the time sets in makes it some kind of a special magical time. But soon as the sun lay down to west, the sky begins to take flight, and the night comes slowly, with stars singing a song. It is another lullaby day, waiting for the next day.

If i could, i would have catch some pictures of the shadow running in the wall but the camera seems MIA. Someone took it. So i could just watch the sunset out of the window.

Today i started humming this song suddenly, Re Dreamer by SID. A very sudden, my mouth suddenly move. Aria songs too, it came out like i was listening to the player. Gonna play baseball later. And certainly that Arigatou song will came out too.

Osukare!

Carbo na ra ~

Yesterday i slept early and woke up early. It was a good sleep. But i got tired in the morning. I try to stay awake as i can. Then i started to type my way into the keyboards.

Today raining again. I just realize i finish the last instant coffee. Then i had many things in mind, like carbonara. I am thinking, i want to eat pasta in carbonara sauce. I am thinking, i want to just grab something to draw, to paint. I am thinking, go somewhere alone. Maybe getting some mash brown with eggs for breakfast? or dip my whole face into the ramen soup? Just kidding.

I finished reading Kuroshitsuji vol.4 and Kateikyou Hitman Reborn! vol.10. I know is a bit late for me to finish the Reborn! vol.10 and still i have to read Reborn! vol.11. Kuroshitsuji vol.4 is interesting as usual, with the appearance of two mysterious character came crushing Ciel's home and funny as usual. What's with the left hand? Sebastian had too much secret to kept.

Now i am wondering, how is the weather in other country? Is winter started already? Is snow finally falling? That must be too early to tell.




I just ate the last cereal box. Oh and Buddy want to say 'hi!'. She is energetic today as well and nocturnal.

Gomenasai

Ahh-- the taste of banana and coffee is truly outstanding, for those who loves weird combination. Is not my taste though. I am not sure of what the side effect could take on. There is a time where i was coffee drunk. Haha. (^^)"

Since i gave up on stealing BC's cereal box that was left aside and its the last too! (Not really, she did say i could eat it but gonna save it for the last. Yeahhh!)

And ano ne~ Gomenasai. I almost break my finger or something on the table when i got fire up. I was listening to the song and got hyper by it. Its either i knock myself or something knock me over. Hah~ the sound in the music is very nice! It sounds delicious if its a kind of food. I would finish the whole thing if it IS a kind of food. So i got myself being in-love to this one thing. Enjoy is what i can do at this time, hope to go watch it live. That would be more blast than anything. Get cheer up way into life! One that you can live for.

There is around 10 days before the November air fill up the sky. It isn't as crowded as in summer. The way that at this moment can be, was just another condition in which ignorance is a kind of thing at some part of the world would want to do. But the amount of the usual toxification kind of thing, is just piling up at one side. Better, is the weather can hear what i want to say?

I have so much things to say today, i want to write it down as soon as i can. I want to blog as much as i can.

...before i forget again.

♪

I promise i won't laugh.
Really, i won't laugh..

Yaa~ I can't wait.. .


I like.. .




Really.







Osukaresama deshita! (^^) Matte kudasai ne!






News: 29 October 2008 シド - モノクロのキス Singles Release!
------ (Kuroshitsuji Opening Song)

Eventually

I remember the lyric accidentally.

Somehow listening to the song repeatedly makes me feel at ease.

-- Arigatou by Sunset Swish

今 どうしようもなく 止め処無く溢れ出す涙を辿れば
思い出の 中にいる あなたに会える
ずっと どうしても どうしても 素直に言えなかった言葉
本当にありがとう あなたにありがとう

ima dou shiyou mo naku tomedonaku afuredasu namida wo tadoreba
omoide no naka ni iru anata ni aeru
zutto doushite mo doushite mo sunao ni ienakatta kotoba
hontou ni arigatou anata ni arigatou




This was the last part of the lyric. I like the way it can go with the rhyme.

I truly enjoyed. The sound. Nice~ Rarara (went lalala).

Midnight

In the middle of the night, looking at the silent air for some minutes. I felt troubled and confusing. Eating this last piece of love letter (a kind of food), i had to say i am getting lazy to write something here. I felt a bit tired and sleepy now. Wishing that someone far far away could hear what i want to say. In the dream.

I am currently writing at both sides. Since winter is not here, the snow aren't falling, it has become hot and wet the whole day. The sky was nostalgic. At one time, i wish it would rain. Let the cloud washes the ground. But it may be selfish to wish for that, sunny day is always as good as a fresh start of the day. People working for that and children gets to play. Umm.. holiday has started, school will be left empty later.

There was a lot going in my mind. That at some point, i got very tired thinking about it. But seeing that BUDDY too has had a lot in mind, i kind of understand how she feel. I decided to give her a title "The Red Riding Hood". Haha, i was sure she was half albino because her eyes is a bit red when reflected, kind of. She was energetic today too.

Yosh~ First thing in the morning, i listen to the Aria songs. Then Spitz, i totally love it! Their songs are always great, even more, they just release their album 'Sazanami' on 2 Oct 2008. It reminds me a lot of thoughts, those feelings that you can't get in words (kotoba). Arigatou, osukaresama desu! (^^)

After fully following the episodes of Ookiku Furikabutte, i get excited at every moment the ball gets thrown or pitch. I had a bit of lessons about baseball now. I was really happy. Even for Abento~

I decided to skip the details for later. Wonder why? Jya ne!

Random Random

Somehow i had to laugh.. .. .

I can't stop laughing after reading some some blogs. Especially when i listen to this song now.

Ganbate ne!

Arigatou~ (^^)

Rain at Midnight

This time i had a lemon myrtle tea beside me. It was delicious, in a sort of way.. When was it bought? Umm.. if i am not mistaken, it has been there for like almost a year. (0_)

The smells is a bit like lemon (or lemon grass) and fragrant. Not heavy, but light and a bit of mild. Something different out of ordinary.

The rain stopped awhile ago, i am still humming this song 'Arigatou', the ending song for Ookiku Furikabutte. It just makes me go automatically with the song together.

About my right hand, got a bit restricted for somehow, a pain at the back holds the stretch of the fingers. Hope it will be fine for now. It meant much important for me.

Certainly, i would like a sort of a 'biscuits' kind. So i really appreciated last year 'green tea'. Kiyaa~

Sing dekkai desu! Yaa~ Cheers for a magical day!

Code 1900

Wow~ right at 7pm, which translate to universal time, 1900. Today is quite sunny, so i decide to do some washing. Finally got new T-shirts from my shopping trip last Sunday. I am a bit of a little lazy anyway, hazukashii na~

I finish reading Kuroshitsuji volume. 3! Yeah! I am a bit confuse with the storyline and Madame Red conclude the story in the end of the chapter. But it was so funny (and fishy darkness) that it makes me laugh so hard. I quickly cover my face with the comic and laugh silently.

In the NG magazine, i was mesmerized with the beautiful pictures taken by the photographer. It came with an old map which, with a slightest touch, it will go 'shreeikkkk~' ... and that means i need to use the salotape to stick it together. Just to prevent it from further destruction.


*i wanted to post some pictures up but the camera currently out of battery.. hah~




-- which reminds me, that i listen to 'Arigatou' song several times already, h a h a.. =.="

Time and Sound

I forgot to write this, time set back to what it was suppose to be.. duh. Another baka thing. Gomen.

Before i get sleepy tired from staying too much late night time, i will finish this off before i forget again. I am drowned in the deep sea wonders if i miss a thing, the music.. the song that keeps me playing like in an action/RPG game, where you need to revive or equip a character with something to perform its best skills. Hit point 10+0,000 points, called it a hyper mode. Yeah, this is it.

Since when does this hyper mode occur? That was a time when i go crazy about some things which cost more than 10k ... I still want to save a penny for this. Its worth it, for me, but in the mean time, there are a lot of other things waiting for me to crackle up.

November is near, i need to hurry up my work before the day come. Remember the special quest? Umm..

BTW, i watched Kuroshitsuji episode 1, and it was tsugoi? First impression, very interesting. I like the classic gothic of the anime and the funny characters. Further more, it is not just a story as well, it is more than what you will watch the next time. A little bit of horror, a pinch of fear and tangy secrets, and delicious dessert. Kiyaa~

I always think that sound is nice. Have a little bit of it, is kind of a satisfaction. Too much of it, it will become noise, too few of it, it will become solitude. I admired sound a lot. Is it weird for me to say this? Because i feel that sound is very special.. . a miracle.. and shh~

Getting tired to write this, so off to the morning. Jya na.
Listen to Shourou no Patori first. Will wait for the rain. =@= z z Z *

Tea anyone?

Yaa~ Finally finish reading Kuroshitsuji volume. 2! It took me almost whole day to finish it. Well, i read a lot today. Since BC brought some surprises to me after work, the National Geographic magazine! I like it a lot, arigatou! Even though its the 1995 version but the article and the map is what attracts me the most. Pictures that are too beautiful that i would really want to see it for myself. Kiyaa~

Now resting with a cup of green tea beside me and checking around blogs. I am not good in writing blogs anyway, every time i try to write one, it went out lame.

Buttotellthetruth, maybe i restricted myself from writing too much in my blogs. It seems like as if a road block near the point, where you might imagine it to be a big big giant blocking your way. But once you feel that you are safely on the other side, it is either you're gonna start running or continue walking. But you may have concern about the giant and look back once a while. I feel i might have look back, wanted to ask that big giant, "Are you okay?" and waited for his reply.

He may give me a sigh or he may have ignore me, maybe i should have ignore him or maybe i should stay awhile to see whether he is okay.. And i feel that my mind is always full of these kind of story. A day i feel something and the next day i see nothing. Then another day fill with noises and another day fill with silent.

I read some blogs everyday, thought i would want to see how they wrote their blogs and maybe just want to know how they are doing. There is something interesting everyday which i enjoy very much. In the past, i can mostly be found spending the rest of the day doing nothing but looking busy.

When people often saw me looking like i am rushing somewhere or doing something, they always tell me how i looked busy all the time. Then they would said, i often look a kind of loner, sitting at one side of the corner and sketching something. The next thing they said that i can chat with them few minutes ago, then on to the others, then to another from different classes, different people.

I am not really sociable but.. .

Bang?

Today is another start of the week in October. Wonder how it goes? Here don't have winter or autumn or spring or summer (or at least kind of.. the whole year). But the weather sometime makes me cold or hot. From now, it was just windy. Where the sky waiting for the next changes.

I have been busy the half day since i woke up at 3pm, that is why is called half day. Today is a vegetarian day. This is the first time i put it in here. Basically it's a day i get to eat food that are made by soybean, beans, and more vegetable. My favorite would be the mushrooms. Kiyaa~ Mushroom, mushrooms~

Yesterday is super sunday. Finally got to SP, I went to shop for some goods and stuff. Of course, definitely shop for comics because i pass by the shop and uh.. it all happen in a second. Lol. So i bought 6 of them. Nice~




Another addictive week. Will have to stop awhile now. Something i forget to do. Ciao!

Moon Flame

I tend to forgot about things that was kept in my short term memory, for some. So when i remember it again, i write it out here. Maybe because there is no significant point in remembering or maybe i was just dummy? I stop thinking too much and get rid of all the stress by starting at one step further. Enjoy life as much as i could. Smiling works a lot and the more happier you get, the more rich you can get. Well er.. not rich in material but in getting the fullest out life. A dream and a hope.

It reminds me about the pandora's box. The story give me a hope to believe it is, and the story about the four-leaf clover too, which give me luck to believe it is. I think it is the story that started me to really grab a hold on to this. Which gives me something to.. to.. believe? Yes, that kind of feeling, to believe in the first place. It's very hard to put it in words but not in feelings.

Ah, i just remember that i decided on something. It is not a hard decision after all i get to enjoy the world. :)

I did mention about Venice and already on the way gathering all sorts of information, review, recommendation and the people. Italy is a really nice place, i had it in my mind a year ago. The view usually take your breath away with it's beautiful architectural buildings, arts and fresco and paintings on the wall, the water path, the bridge, the culture and everything. Though i never been there, but.. through traveler's review and with all the beautiful pictures captured, the place is really dekkai desu! (*that means huge!)

About more than 24 hours ago, i guess.. so?? I found massive pictures which was kept in the drawer below the TV. How long has it been since the last time i opened the photo album again? And we seldom take pictures nowadays. Sad to think, i wish at least we could keep some pictures of the year as memories.. who knows? Maybe 10 years later, we will find ourselves older and admit that we are old? Hah.

Full MAX

After a plenty of night staying up late, heart is full MAX! Well, i said that because it feels like that. Although it's a bit pain for health. A habit, that i created? Um?

Recently, i am too absorb with Kuroshitsuji and so as to music. Because Monochrome Kiss is coming soon, and i am eagerly to wait while listen to the other songs composed by this band, SID. SID in japanese -- Shido, i kind of found the perfect match. Sound and voice, i mean. A tune of each element. The baka ore-sama for confusing the guitar and the bass. So now i recognise who is who. Gomenasai. But if anyone would want to have sweet dream again, care to have some milk? mi-ru-ku

They even have a SIDNAD short film volume 1 which i have just watched and the whole making thing, nice and weird and crazy but funny and that what makes it worth a million times, isn't it? It was shot in Italy somewhere, had no idea but i would love to go there and see the view myself. I might have admired the view a lot than focusing on the character itself. Venice would be my first stop. Cin cin! (*cheers in Italian)

Someone complaining about work and stuffs, it a real sad. I don't feel bad because i think that being happy is always on the menu of the day, so don't fuss with all the pressure and kept your mind free! There might be some problems, but a calm piece of weather will cool you down. Deep breath maybe? Humor works a lot, without it, a day isn't called a day. Remember that your not alone. So don't make everyone runaway from you just because you had a bad stress. Face your fear like how the monster in the closet do?

Yaa~ It is another morning in October. Yesterday, rain crowded the sky in the morning. But i have always enjoy the moment it rain, a sound of chaos silently take your attention away. It is a calm day. Jya na. Sweets!

Jack in a Box (little version)

Day and night looking for this, 180 degrees turn. So what's up?

A short note to say that i was truly satisfied somehow. Why? Because i just look back and forth at that..

Slowly i realize how much i enjoy this. Jya na~

Kiyaa~

Out of gas to shout. Hyper mode. Just check out a review on Kuroshitsuji, watch the OP and ED song. Episode 1 premiere in 2 October 2008. The next episode coming at 9 Oct.

And Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae review too, the third season with full of mystery and new comers. What wonder can happen after this? An episode which reflects the future in the world of Enma Ai or is it another epic story?

I am running out of anything to say, for it was a delicious month of anime! Because of the dessert that has been too anticipating. You know it when you watch Kuroshitsuji. Clue? Name it.

Sorry, er hm.. i am speechless at the moment after reading and watching Kuroshitsuji review. My heart keep laughing louder than my own voice. Hyper mode!

Power

Although i never mention why did i choose to name my blog Invinsible Shelter, it was obvious isn't it? The name came from Rozen Maiden ending song. But as i got used to it, the name has become more than just a name from the song. And how could i not realise that i actually type the name 'Invinsible' wrong?

I gain a lot of inspiration from many songs, many anime, many stories. I never really pay attention for the last 10 years of my time, but this time, i can feel it. The power in the song and anime. The courage where you need it, the hardbreak of myself, the love, the life.

You know, maybe if you read it in english, you won't understand much about how i feel to write this, but if only i can write japanese for the whole post, it is more effective. Neither way, writing has been in a way like i was writing in japanese. And i am still learning. Hahahaha!

So i just finished this anime called Natsume Yuujinchou. A very nice one and definitely in the list. World Destruction has just ended with 13 episodes. I wish i had the chance to play the game. The anime is really good. Then the next one, a simple and tranquil time, Eve no Jikan. It is called Time of Eve, a world of robots and humans. Every two months comes an episode. I think i am android-holic if i were in the anime.

I am waiting anxiously for Kuroshitsuji. Black Butler which left me a big impression, an urge or a calling. Then of course, Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae will be premiere today. It is an anticipated waiting of the season's anime. Big Windup! is having a summer play, episode 14, the song change but i still like BBB - Dramatic.

Turn to music, recently i have been checking on the new anime release and looking at the song performing band. I went to check their music out and it turn out well. SID is the latest add-in into my list. They sang opening song Monochrome Kiss for Kuroshitsuji, the singles will be release later in October. Their song has those kind of magician feelings. But actually, i think it was the drum beats that catches the whole song at first. I was trying to look for AAA, another band that has more members but not sure about it. They sang opening song Zero for World Destruction.

And how i always relate everything into my own dramatic life, a kind where i stood up and felt crazy over something? Huhh~ it was me after all. Ore, ore-sama desu!

Kokoro no Ame (the rain of heart) p.1

A week of revival. From this point on, i shall look no further or find no further, the turn is changing now. Saa~ Let's do this! Yo!

* * * * *

It was really a bright day. I always hope that it will rain so that i can hear that sound of rain again. It gives me the sound that kind of creep me out but a noise of the heart, a chaotic sound in your mind. It doesn't gives out a nightmare, the sound has keep all the other sound silent. I was awake by the heavy noise of the rain, one night. The first time i feel relieved and at the same time scared of the thundering sound. In my mind, there was this beautiful hymn and in the heart, there was this chaos that beats my heart.

When i am in no longer running from my path, life has begin shorter and the shorter it is, the way i walk has create another path that is out of nowhere. The reason i am still here is the cause of this. The naive thinking of why it all happens, leads me back to the reason where it starts. Another argument of life. But it's an individual opinion. If i kept on thinking about it, remind of it, i stayed too long in this kind of human form, a life that will not bring anything to live, to create an existence that never been before. At this moment, the chaos is like the rain who splash waters to the surface on earth.

One day, i decided that i will be myself again. Get happy everyday and forget everything, don't be anger, don't be sad. Then another day, i cry, i hate everything, i want to throw all like a trash into the dustbin. Then someday, i start to wander, silent and depressed, eventually become disappointed. The last day, it never came to me, but i guess, i can't get enough of it, maybe i am just myself after all. The next day, i promise someone, we will meet someday.

A slot, an empty slot where life fills in, what color is it? Umm.. I don't know. I feel at ease when i had everything in mind drawn out. But i couldn't even hold a brush, ah ... the space is too small, i couldn't get my drawing block out from behind the black case. I don't have enough colors. How many colors were there? But these days have become hotter, when will it rain?

The time of changing, the time where i change, from being a cry little to a more expressive human, where i laugh and enjoy every moment. I am more determined. Just like when the rain comes, i am not alone anymore.